August 5, 2017

cont'd internship


okay, it has been third week in internship and so far so good. I'm getting used to the task given, well improved day by day. Well done to the point I can do it in 1 hr from 3 hrs initially. Now, I'm getting bored because I dont know what to do anymore once the task completed. I always thought it would be better if I'm friendly from the birth, like this could be fun thing to do, I can go ask people around. There's about 36 station and 40 processes with 133 team members involved like exciting meh to discover. But nope, I'm introvert as heck, I only sit at my place, asking people only at office to entertain me haha. Bukan entertain la tapi more to giving me work.

I used up all my free time in internship by doing my report, some writing on ilmiah I got from twitter. Angelpakaigucci is very good writer btw haha. Do follow him. An anonymous writer who wrote about islamic facts and stories., recommended!
But apart from that, Im very free and bored.

But this doesnt stop me from giving up haha
I've got a crush on this one man in my department. He's about abuya's age. Well, age doesnt define you kan hahaha. A very calm man, jawa, berjiwa muda sikit, still very mature. Not that syok sendiri pikir dia muda, but hey, I wouldnt know his age, if he didnt tell me. He do sport, cycling. That's why he looks younger. A little la, he still age like normal people. He can hang around younger people without being awkward and all. Or maybe because he's not that chatty. Cool cool liddat.

Well, I never felt like this since my school years. Like demmit this is exciting and every day is like a new adventure. Like today, you would be kecewa and all, and the next hour, you would be excited and happy, and you would smile all the way to home. And it would be the same for the next day and you wouldn't know when and how. As I said, it would be a new adventure everyday!

But that's just part of everything. I mean, I'm just halfway thru my degree life, and I cant believe I'm going to graduate (on time, amin to that) and have a job! Like hey people I have to support myself and help my parents. They should have been resting and we're the one who should support them. I should take things seriously now. But demmit i felt so fast time goes by, I'm already 22 years old man. Still have many things to discover!

This internship gives me a lot to look at, and I'm thankful for that. Striving for successful life and beyond!
ok that's it, chow.
xoxo