Assalamualaikum,

Pernah tak korang meminta kat orang like, emm, sampai menyusahkan orang lain. Hahaha aku teringatlah masa kecik dulu aku ada mintak bekal kawan aku. Dia bawak nugget, ayam, setiap hari dia bawak. Sebab dia ada bibik. Dulu semua orang terliur tengok bekal dia. Satu hari tu, aku terpikir la nak mintak. Kawan aku semua dapat, then aku tak dapat. Lepas tu dia marah aku, suruh beli sendiri, or buat sendiri macam tu. Sampai sekarang aku teringat benda tu, dengan nama bapak dia pun aku ingat. Hahaha. Aku kesian gak dia, sebab dia tak dapat makan dengan tenang hahaha.

Sejak dari tu, aku takut nak mintak orang. Aku takut kena marah depan orang lain. Aku taknak orang lain kesian dengan aku, tengok aku macam nak nangis. Sejak tu meminta barang dari orang jadi fobia untuk aku.

Mungkin bagus gak aku kena marah macam tu. Dan sekarang, bila orang lain asyik meminta ni pulak, aku terpikir. Dorang ni memang tak malu ke?

Nak jadi cerita, aku dah nak mula sem 2. Tahniah la ainul berjaya sampai sini. Doakan aku untuk aktiviti komander aku, math sem 2 yang dorang cakap killer, roommates baru, junior baru hoho.

curvy skinny hui hui

Assalamualaikum,

hari ni saya nak share pandangan (as usual). Aku kadang-kadang gelak sensorang la thinking how people disgracefully judging people without thinking about their own selves. Like seriously dude, you should stop now.

Lemme give you some situations. Satu, dia gemuk, curvy what ever stuff. Dua, kurus keping. Orang pun compare la dorang dua ni. Deciding which one better and which one is not. And dude, this comparing tournament is now become internationally (no more locally babe, it's 21st century already meh). The  negative part unfortunately cannot be cover up by the good part of this century, all because of this type of thinking. this small minded group of society. This level of insecurities and never been grateful of what you have.

Okayla okayla. Kalau dah bersyukur? Lepas tu nak perlekehkan pihak lagi satu pulak. yang curvy cakap laki tak suka perempuan skinny. Yang skinny cakap curvy pakai baju apa-apa pun tak sesuai. Ha baguslah kan. Bagus sangat.

Kadang aku pun ada la terkata begitu, thumbs up me, you done it again, sigh. Cedih. Bukan apa, gegham orang cakap kita tak cantik, koajo. hahaha. My kind of beauty is beyond comparison dude, you should know that hahaha.

Whatever happens, we only have what we have. Lets make use of what we possessed. it's either it will be with you until the end of time, or Allah might just take it back along the way, little by little. How Allah have planned everything for you, for me, mind-blown. pheww. One more important thing, surround yourself with people who make you think, you have enough of everything.

itu sahaja kut. weh tulis benda alah ni pun penat duhhh.