selamat hari tua

Assalamualaikum,

dam dam dam. semalam kitorang pegi sunway sebab najla nak main skate. almaklumlah, belated befday girl. befday abang gak. so, pegi situ. somehow abuya and umi menggelabah sebab sunway is a very big place for them, lagi satu nak cari surau, ya Allah, macam apa je pusing-pusing liddat. haha. comel pula bila ingat balik. And, sale sale sale everywhere I tell ya. saya beli jacket buy one free one kat Giordano. ya Allah. saya rasa puas gila even though mahal cam abcdefg. 116 divide by two. sebab satu tu 116 en. saya macam pikir. stop beli cheap stake semua ni and start simpan duit untuk beli benda mahal. tahan lama dan selesa.

I probably say, I have sort of high taste, haha poyo. berkenan dengan benda mahal je. tak sanggup lagi nak tunggu tunggu duit banyak. sekarang misi ialah, simpan duit, simpan dan simpan. and then round round mall untuk cari sale. yosh!! go me~ hew hew. lagi satu, saya tengah tunggu kawan saya balik ni so kitorang boleh berkaramba bersama sama wehooo. cepatlah balik woi. gua tak sabar dah ni.

balik ke cerita sunway, umi and abuya tak berkenan langsung dengan tempat tu. wahaha. alang-alang wish befday girl tak kesampaian, buat apa nak stay lagi. kitorang pegi sunway untuk beli cinnabon and jacket. aje. so off we go to masalam then. nak makan. najla cakap dia nak makan steak. so windmill we go. dorang pilih steak. umi, abang dengan najla. saya pilih set. so saya ada salad+prawn, soup seafood, lamb+chicken with chips and veggies, ice-cream with jelly, and ice lemon tea. dorang dapat steak je. hahahahahaha guess what, sama harga. abang cakap, ni befday sape ni? sape suruh pilih tu? bila dessert datang, najla cam, nakkkk. so saya bagi dia, even though saya nak. paham tak sekarang muka kesian dia menang.

what ever.

p/s: Selamat hari jadi najla. selamat hari jadi abang. May Allah bless you.

Wasalam

shopping

Assalamualaikum,

semalam saya pergi berkaramba sikit dengan budak imtiyaz. ada lah jugak unknown girls yang follow. tasya, ili, kpah, azma, athirah, aliya adik aliya; aisyah, sepupu kpah. a girls day out liddat. our destination is Times square muhahaha. apa lagi shopping lah. keluarkan duit and there you go, berkaramba sama sama. the goods i tell ya, murah rah rah. where can u get a cloth for rm10. skirt for rm29. but yeah, kualiti tolak tepi lah ahaha. maybe for this moment I just need to get quantity more than quality. when the time comes, habislah semua muhahaha.

pagi tu saya gerak pukul 9 coz aisyah nak gi keje. kemudian, dorang sampai pukul 10 liddat. then, naik ktm, tunggu kat mc'd. tunggu azma jap. dah ada semua, terus gerak ke monorel. boleh dikatakan kitorang bertuah sebab tak ramai sangat masa tu, mampu bernafas gaklah. then, naik satu dua tingkat, naik lagi dan turun, solat, sambung balik, then balik. saya beli satu jaket, satu baju, satu macam half baju, satu kain.

masa balik tu, kitorang nak masuk ktm. ada sorang laki buta terus jalan. depan dia kosong. ada laki nampak dia gak tapi dia jauh. walaupun saya serba salah nak pegang dia, tapi saya fikir takkan nak biarkan dia jatuh. so, saya tarik dia, tolak dia slow slow ketepi, then, laki tadi tarik dia untuk masuk sekali. saya pun ke koc wanita. muhehehe.

masa untuk muhasabah diri:
kita ada pancaindera yang cukup. ada semua benda. makan cukup. tidur cukup. tapi kita memilih untuk tidak mencukupi. kita tamak. saya sendiri. tak ingat dunia masa shopping. walaupun saya dah cukup semua benda. Ya Allah. last last saya menyesal. saya beli lebih dari apa saya nak. me is a sad person.

so that's it.
wasalam

tiga

Assalamualaikum,

well that's a view from my house in palam. Pretty isnt it? I bet the people live upstairs and above and above must having a lot breath taking pictures. hehe. Subhanallah. uh uh. new flash for today. kelab usahawan muda saya kena bubar. miss tu cakap dengan dingin nya. i was expecting something yet not that kind of news. she said no worries. ur mark will be full and you get what u needed, thats it babai. and then she closes the meeting with an emphasizing phrase like kelab dibubarkan. saya macam somehow not that quite shock sebab kawan saya seolah-olah telah memberikan hint impression miss. yelah. dengan kedatangan seciput. kerjasama pulak, macam hambar. actually, nak salahkan sesape pun sume sama-sama salah. pengerusi kitorang baik, berdedikasi, sempoi like that. somehow there's misunderstanding between he and her and so, nothing can do much. i dont know how she felt and what she have been through. so, i just need to keep my mouth shut and try not to talk bad about her. she has her reason. positive~

and then, i officially resigned from being an assistant class rep. saya terasa gila dengan sam. dia cakap macam mana tau, cakap nak resign. and then macam perli-perli semua. padahal saya kesian dengan dia. sebab dia tak nak saya serahkan kerja kat new assistant yang saya pilih. mungkin salah saya sebab pilih tanpa tengok apa yang dia nak. i mean macam on sided choice. and then dia cakap lebih baik dia keje sorang. saya pun aiya, apa ni. serba salah tau tak. bila nak hantar kerja, dia cakap tak payah tolong. saya pun serba salah lagi. but somehow i didnt feel like being appreciate for my effort. maybe what he said is a frigging truth i dont want to accept. so, apa kata saya just let go and accept the fact. kemudian, dia cakap pasal apa benda tah kitorang lalui sebelum ni hahahahaha. gedik wei. sebagai bekas assistant dia, saya ucapkan semoga berjaya untuk mengharungi segalanya sam!!

p/s: apa-apa yang berlaku, keep moving forward and excel~ go me go!!!

nombor dua

Assalamualaikum,

oh my gosh oh my gosh!! Im counting days, guys. Lagi 4 hari dan kurang and saya boleh balik. muhahahaha. I miss my house tahap infiniti. roommate saya mungkin tak rasa kehangatan dia sebab setiap minggu dia balik. Le me always talking to the wall, alone. Whatsoever. I just need to bear just this 4 days, go me go!!

lagi satu nak cakap pasal crush but then macam nothing much to say. mungkin ada progress tapi macam hambar je. look look like that sebab dua-dua pemalu ptuih. tapi en dia en macam mana nak cakap. dia kan ada kawan perempuan semua en. boleh pulak kawan dia pukul dia. pak! like that. as if it's a normal thing to do. like seriously. me jealous. not because I wanted to do that, HARAM you! haha. tapi yelah, saya sendiri kalau betul-betul ada relationship dengan someone, kalau boleh taknak lah my special person tu rapat, bertepuk tampar dengan other girl. tergugat I. lagi-lagi macam semua gegirls cam hot gila and whatsoever definition. haiyah. tapi, takat ni macam crush crush like that je. bak kata ustazah; fitrah manusia suka orang. tapi (matlamat tidak pernah meghalalkan cara!!) lagipun saya takut nak serious dengan orang unless dia betul-betul dah jumpa parents semua. ahaks. pretending to be matured.

one more thing, masa tu saya ada post kat fb. alang-alang ada broadband baru ni kan~ i was giving myself a moral support, more like talking to myself. saya fikir macam saja jelah nak tulis sebab stress sangat. ended up, unexpectedly, ramai komen wishing me gud luck. kawan-kawan dan keluarga. I was so touched. kita tak sedar, orang ingat kita. even doakan kita, dalam diam. maka, saya ingin menyelitkan kata nasihat di sini. doakan orang lain, especially sahabat kita sebab satu, doa tu mustajab, dua, doa tu kena kat kita jugak. tak ke untung tu? so selamat beramal.

jadi itu je. love and kisses. spread the love.

p/s: tadi teringat mamat hensem. macam mana lah dia sekarang?

episod 1

Assalamualaikum,

Saya fikir sem 2 ni macam dah rapat sikit dengan my classmates. haha. baru nak rapat. and then, nak pisah dah. takpelah. perpisahan bermaksud pertemuan baru. kemudian, saya tengah stres sebab keje elc saya ni. saya terus terang, susah saya nak keep doing on-line work. macamlah saya online selalu. dahlah internet ni ada had. lepas tu keje dia kena buat article based on article. ada apa benda tah cara dia. saya pikir esok baru pikir. wahahaha. me is procrastinating. i think that im missing my mom dad house. btw, atm rosak. sian ezzat temankan ke angsana, tengok-tengok atm rosak. ada duit sehengget je pulak tu. talking bout this, semalam saya ada beli makanan tapi lupa saya takde duit. sampai kaunter, masak. nasib baik ada sam. dia bagi lah duit. i saw man giggling behind me and i was like 'damn it'. malu tahap infiniti. sedih sangat sampai ada fikir nak balik. tapi pikir pasal bas. say babai lah rumah. so itu je cerita hari ni.

p/s: im so stressed up i can bite people cell by cell. hmmmm

Broadband on the go

Assalamualaikum,

Semalam saya kena marah dengan lecturer english saya, sekali lagi. Apa-apa jelah. The point is, I'll be using internet broadband, because of her. Saya takut tak dapat berkat dia and then my life ruin and then I can only pray that I can go 7 feet below the ground faster. Harga promosi dia 83 hengget. Saya rasa serba salah sebenarnya sebab nak kena mintak abuya duit dan sebagainya. Macamlah takde benda lain yang kena bayar. Macamlah abuya jenis cop duit. Macamlah duit tu turun dari langit macam hujan ribut. Okay. Stop. Saya kena cari penyelesaian dan bukan burukkan lagi keadaan. Untuk semua duit yang abuya telah laburkan pada saya, dengan ini saya akan cuba berusaha untuk menjadi anak yang baik dan taat dan bijak dan dapat kerja yang baik dan boleh bayar balik segala penat lelah Abuya. Ececeh. InsyaAllah. Pray for me uolls.

Task to do:

1. belajar rajin-rajin
2. manfatkan duit umi and abuya.
3. jangan boros
4. belajar
5. belajar
6. belajar
7. ........
8. usha crush..
9. ahaks

cakap pasal english, sekarang saya tak paham kerja yang madam kitorang nak. Jadi, saya cuma emm do nothing. Perhaps, waiting for the right time, or maybe get a reality slap from her. Pray for me please. So, tu jew. 

p/s: my crush sangat comel. k.

New??

Assalamualaikum,

Hello everyone. I feel very bad because I act like some western girl. Yes, Im racist and im a typical girl.Actually, I was repairing my english yang macam tungkang pecah. Sorry for the broken english everywhere hehe. Today I will be talking about my crush. muhahahaha. Since I have announce this thing, maybe this is not very official haha. I know this guy because we somehow has the same large group. Complicated to talk about the group system so lets just forget bout it, can we? Haaa, ya, from the first week we went to the same class, I saw him. Somehow, from almost 150 something, I saw him. Ya, woow right. He is tall, and has a very calm attitude. I never talked to him so somehow I just let my mind to go through the curiosity. Maybe he like to study. He didnt really like to talk. He doesnt argue for some petty conversation. He went to angsana only to eat, because rafflesia is too far to walk and somehow think that it is just a waste of energy and time. Acting like I have known him all years. dang it.

One day, I stared at him at the bus. And that's how it started.

Habits

Assalamulaikum,

It has been two weeks since I have moved into my life back. Actually, it's just barely a week. As before, my class starts at 8.30 in the morning and end at 4 to 6.30. But, my Thursday was a bit chaos because of the schedule. Misunderstanding here and there, and we're asasian is the one to blame. Sigh. Go blame that frigging timetable we were following! And then, I started as a good girl, yeah right. I'm working on my bad habit, that would be a big amount of loss if I continue doing so. Need to start study like a nerdy-geek, need to work on my muscle and burn fats (not really expecting to do so), start asking and stop keep everything in mind so long until it get dark and unseen. So you see, I have what it take to be a good student, just the effort is a bit lack right, so wish me luck everybody. One more thing, I'm starting to keep a distance from guys.

Did you know about ikhtilat? From what I understand, it was some kind of shield we need to protect, from the ajnabi. For instance, girl or guy who like to hangout with opposite sex tend to fall in love more and cheat. This is because it's our human nature where we attracted to ajnabi, and somehow make us realizes the world is big enough for hundred and thousand men and women, and you're wasting your time on a bloody guy?? That's what happen. Awkward moment happen too if somehow your ex-s become your somewhat new member of the family, in-laws, cousin's and what ever relation that happen to exist. You happen to be needing on communicating with them while realizing that you once have something special with that particular person, awkward~ So, to avoid things like this, how about we try on keeping our feelings to ourselves, and start avoiding bff ajnabi. It's simple yet so hard, Syaitan everywhere you see. Just good luck and may the right person come.

That's a bitsy bit of advice from me as a muslimah. Am not acting pious but somehow, it's just showing how I felt inside and not to self. hehe. Back to our topic, I need to work on my habit of best of luck to myself. Go Ainul go!!

Wasalam

Masanya sudah tiba

Assalamualaikum,

25 November ni saya akan memulakan asasi sains semester dua saya. Lumrah orang sedang melangkah ke fasa kedewasaan. Just hope that I can bear with it once more. Please dear self. Hmmm. Saya masih tak daftar kursus sebab website dia buat hal. Jadual tak keluar lagi, tak tahu kenapa. Validate kursus, lagilah tak boleh sebab daftar pun belum.

Satu je saya bersyukur sangat, house mates saya masih sama. Still the same fab peoples. Allysha, nabilah, maz, yana, athirah, azraa and wani. Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa rindunya saya pada mereka. xoxo. Dah lama tak kejutkan mereka-mereka ni. Nak berbual. Tengok running man. Belajar. Makan. haha I miss them. Kelas pun sama. Lecturer je lain.

Nanti kena jumpa rakan kelas. Jumpa lecturer-lecturer. Ambil duit dari bank. Beli makanan dari cafe. Bawak buku berat-berat. Kelas pagi sampai petang. (maybe) Mungkin sampai malam. Rasa penat sangat-sangat. Assignment. Lab report. Kerjasama. Gaduh-gaduh dengan budak degree. Haha.

Mungkin saya cakap saya benci itu ini. Tapi saya tahu, satu hari nanti saya akan rindu masa ni. Memori di UiTM Puncak Alam 2013/2014.

Wasalam.

A piece

Saya rasa makin lama saya makin jauh dengan Allah. Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain, astaghfirullah, memang hina sangat saya ni. Kalau nak dibandingkan saya yang dulu pun memang jauh nak kejar jugak. Saya sedih sebenarnya. Tapi akhirnya, saya jadi macam ni jugak. Benda yang sama berlaku.

Orang yang baru kenal saya selalu pandang saya baik. Mungkin sebab Allah melindungi aib saya, kalau tak, saya mungkin sehina-hina manusia. Mungkin mereka cuma bersangka baik. Mungkin juga ia cuma bahagian buruk dalam hidup saya yang mampu orang terima. 

Saya  macam ni jadi saya selalu cakap kat orang lain. Jangan perlekehkan orang cuma sebab cara mereka berdosa berbeza dengan kita. Mungkin pada hembusan terakhir mereka memperoleh peluang bermakna. Peluang untuk merasa bahagia selamanya. Tapi manusia lain, apa kisah. sigh. Just because their life sucks, they tend to make others too. Saya berdosa anda berdosa. Kita sama, kan?

Jadi berbalik kepada cerita asal, saya berdoa supaya saya dapat hidayah. Somehow or someway. Please please, pray for me. A pray from a sahabat to his sahabat without him knowing, itu anak-anak, doa yang mustajab. thank you.

:'(

SPM

Assalamualaikum,

Seperti yang kita semua tahu, SPM'13 sedang dijalankan. It has been a years now since my SPM moment. Eh. Hari ni bukan nak cakap pasal saya tapi pasal SPM.

Semua orang nak cuba dapat yang terbaik betul? Dapat result baik. Sambung study. Bila time nak exam semua start dekat dengan Allah. Solat sunat semua. It may be sound bad but, somehow it sound a bit of a good thing to me. Ada hikmah kita semua ada exam. Ada hikmah kita diuji dengan ujian manusia yang serba kekurangan. Pernah kita fikir? Kebarangkalian kita akan terlepas pandang semua ni, dan fikir benda negatif. "macam mana kalau aku gagal?" "orang lain mesti lagi hebat" "Memang susah lah aku nak masuk bla bla bla"

Sekarang, baru dua hari SPM, berita mengenai pelajar-pelajar meninggal dunia. Majoriti ada satu kesamaan. Sekolah agama. Saya tak cakap sekolah lain teruk. Tidak sama sekali. Saya sendiri sekolah harian saje. Tapi, kalau nak dibandingkan sekolah agama dalam memenuhi kerohanian mereka, it is the best choice after all.

Saya membuat andaian, mereka semua orang-orang soleh solehah. Meninggal dunia dalam usia masih remaja. Suci dari segala dosa. Kerana solat sunat dan sebagainya. Mereka telah mendapat hidayah. Mungkin melalui SPM. MasyaAllah. Anda semua perlu tahu maksud hidayah bukan terhad untuk orang yang sesat dan sebagainya sahaja. Apa-apa pun saya doakan supaya mereka tergolong dalam golongan orang yang beriman. Amin.

Ingatkah kita pada kematian??

That love

Assalamualaikum semua.
Lets read this story and make a conclusion on our own.

Remember that time you took your breath for the first try. That sweet yawn of your make me burst into tears and smiled. You were so beautiful. We were so strong back then. Struggling on ourselves, alone. Nobody can help us, life and death is a bet that moment. Even though I was dying back then, the moment I see you, timid and reddish-baby face, my pain were all gone. Who would have known we survived this nature of life. I kiss your forehead. And I should say that is the best remedy after a long pain.

Having good grades open an opportunity for you to learn and achieve a new level for our life. As time goes by, you became a man from a boy. You worked so hard and found a job. You said you will try your best to make our life better. I told everyone how proud I am for you. My son is a good son. You work and work. You seldom call me back then and as a mother, I should have understand you. You must be a very busy man and so I prayed a bless life for you, my son.

Eventually, I did not hear your voice any more. I heard you moved out from your house as you have got promoted. A year later, you married to a beautiful lady. I waited for you to come because I want to meet my daughter-in-law that would always make your life happy. Somehow, you failed me again. Years and years I have waited and now, I do not have that much time any more.

You said you will be there for me. Where are you now?

MUET

Assalamualaikum,

Seperti yang telah saya bagitahu sebelum ni, saya punya speaking test MUET 21 oct. Maka dengan ini saya dengan sukacita menyatakan bahawa saya telah selamat menjalaninya pagi tadi. *menari breakdance* ahaha. Saya lebih rela mula cepat, sebab habis cepat ekeke. Dan sekarang semua orang tengah menggelabah nak MUET sedangkan saya boleh berjimba dah. This is life! Jadi sekarang saya ceritakan pengalaman saya hari ni.

Saya datang dengan Kak aisyah. Bergerak pukul 7 pagi. Sampai ke SMK(P) Methodist Klang. Menjejakkan kaki di pintu pagar. Jadi, nak ke mana? There's not even a single bloody direction where to go to. Tanya budak kat situ. Pengawas mungkin. "muet kat mana?" "saya tak tahu, cuba tanya pejabat". Saya pergi pejabat. Oh okay. Tak ada orang. Saya tanya ada sorang teacher tu, then dia cakap nanti ada orang inform. Okay. So, saya keluar dari pejabat tu. Ergh, so awkward. Saya terdengar ada akak tu cakap pasal muet, jadi saya follow lah. So there they are. All the pretty ladies yang nak buat MUET. Okay. So. Okay. Pintu tak boleh bukak. Everyone was so awkward. So. So. Kemudian pintu bukak and that's how things start. Kitorang duduk kat library. Kemudian saya dapat group saya setelah berapa minit tunggu. Sambil tunggu giliran, sempat berbual dengan le member of my group. I'm the youngest person there. Woah me! Bila dah sampai giliran tu, saya jadi candidate c. Saya pun okay. Economic's success is affected by healthcare system. What the heaven?! Macam mana nak elaborate ni mek? Saya mengarut jelah. basically mengarut ada limit time dia, so I just manage to used up only a minute of my two minute time to talk session. As my friend said earlier, rezeki. Sebab dia dapat point education. Yeah. And one thing I dont understand is that, why people tend to have their own point. Let's just move on can't ya? I mean, it's not like you're losing or anything. It's just a freaking discussion that you wouldn't get anything from it. Seriously. And somehow, we need to make it come to an end. Lepas habis tu, saya pun keluar. Say babai to everyone and may everyone have a good day. I took some pictures but not my selfie. I dont really like selfie especially when nobody joining my selfie. Just a random pictures there. kemudian, umi datang setengah jam kemudian, mungkin. Saya pun balik

So that's my story guys, really want to know yours. Sincerely me.
And now Adios
wasalam.

Friends forever.

Assalamualaikum,

Today I want to give a special post for a friend of mine. Specifically a best friend. Her name is Aisyah Shukeri. She is the someone I've known for a long time. Since primary school I guess. She's nice, cute, pious but never admit it. daa. She wouldn't be so pious if she admit it. She's crazy too. That make her sounds more human, yes? Btw, I made a surprise call to her just now. And as usual she was like "AINUL!?" and then my sister was looking at me as if I was on loudspeaker. Haha. We talked. And she will be having her STAM exam. Best of luck aisyah. For your info, I like her, a lot. She gave me good advices too. To be a better muslimah. Although now we're far apart, but hey, we still can contact each other. Not everyday, just a few minute to know a bit about our well-being. She want to further studies in Syariah while my passion is to dentistry. I really hope she'll be doing that course as now I really need consultation on hows and whys about fiqh and whatsoever. This thing have gotten vital and compulsory as people make their own hadis and act like the Chosen One, Nauzubillah. Internet is the fastest way to spread this thing so, if I don't know whether it's true or not, I can ask her. Isn't it simple? Then, if it is true, then and only then, I'll spread the info. Sharing is caring hehe.

Semoga Allah memberkati ukhuwah kami dan berpanjangan hingga ka akhirat kelak. Amin.

Wasalam.

MUET

Assalamualaikum,
Okay hye folks, friends and family. I will having my MUET speaking test this Monday, 21st october 2013 at SMK Methodist(P) Klang. Sheesh. I really have a bad time since I act like a genius girl sebab tak bawak balik buku. Ended up, me sobbing alone in the darkness for not knowing what's what and etc. While my friends happily reading the book. Okay, enaf with the emo talking. Eventually, I search some internet-based muet lesson. I mean, at the very least, I can learned new things. For the record, I dont usually read book so this internet thing give me everything without the needing to finish the whole book. I felt like a super-genius by thinking like that. And you know what 'genius' I meant right? whatever. So, I'm prepared, maybe. So just pray for the best. Getting band 4, at least. hehe. To achieve my goal. becoming a dentist. Amin.

So that's it guys. Follow my update,
wasalam.

Beloved myow-chan

Assalamualaikum,
today I want to give a post about my cute little myow-chan who has passed away recently. I'm very sorry for not being there besides you, myow. I think I can accept this fact as I really don't want you to suffer with your diseases. I only hope I can be there when the time has come. But...it's just a dream now.

Masa tu, saya tengah dalam exam week, rasanya. Subuh tu saya dapat mesej dari kak Aisyah. "myow dah mati". Saya terus bangun. Nak telefon kak Aisyah. Tak dapat. Baca balik mesej tu. Baca balik. Telefon umi. Yup. Myow is dead. Umi cerita balik yang malam tu dia dah nazak. Kaki dia dah keras. Umi dah nangis malam tu. Umi bagi dia sejadah sedap umi. Dia suka duduk atas sejadah tu. Comelnya myow. Umi rasa nak nangis so umi malas nak cerita panjang. So, saya pun cakap babai kat umi. Saya menangis gila-gila. Tengok gambar-gambar myow. Memang jadi penambah perisa -_-" Memang terus segar pagi tu.

Saya cuma sempat mandikan dia sabtu or ahad minggu tu. And I cried for seeing her bad condition. Now, everyone seems to be ignoring my question about myow chan when I got back. Sad atmosphere detected. Tears. Waiting to fall down our cheeks. I'm crying now. So that's it then.

Myow-chan will always in our heart forever and more. Thank you Allah for giving me the chance to love her.

Wasalam

sem 1 asasi sains

Assalamualaikum,

so habis sudah sem 1 asasi sains. alhamdulillah. So apa kata sekarang saya menggamit memori. wewooo. Jom melihat budak budak yang telah masuk ke dalam dunia saya di Uitm Puncak Alam. Let's get the party started

waida, syazwan 

ezzat 

partner in physics; sam

hazwan

dayah, izzah, atiqah

This is my classmates. Budak-budak A8 yang ohsem. Jatuh bangun bersama. But somehow some people aren't that great. Saya terima je sebab saya tahu takde orang sempurna. I'll try to accept their flaws and hope they accept mine. Just somehow.

And this the most part of my life in palam have been. Memperkenalkan house mates saya. Allysha, maz, nabilah, azraa, wani, athirah dan yana. Mereka mewarnai hidupku. Sangatlah bersyukur kerana dapat mereka. Sebab ada orang yang cakap tak semua house mates baik. Tapi saya dapat. Alhamdulillah. Have lots to talk about them, but idea didn't go out well to be written. So that's it.

 Thanks for reading. 

wasalam.

Kebebasan!

Assalamualaikum,

hello uolls! miss me?? hehe. k shaddap me. Eksaited much. Saya nak cakap yang saya ni dah habis exam. Sebelum ni kan saya cakap saya exam, jadi selepas beberapa minggu merana, akhirnya, I'm free!! weee. *flip table secara berjemaah* Kemudian, untuk mengisi masa lapang di Palam ini, bilik 2307 bercadang untuk ke sunway. Sewa kereta. Bertolak pukul 10.

at secret recipe

Makan tengahari di secret recipe. Saya order vietnam what the nama panjang gila. Masin. Tapi, masa tu macam lapar gila so sedut jelah. Membazir kang nanti. Azraa pulak kenalkan macam-macam kat kitorang. Crispy popiah, pizza-cone concept, and auntie anne. Seriously, each time nampak benda-benda tu, I'll remember her. After that, kitorang solat. Gedebak gedebuk, kitorang teruskan acara dengan laser tag.

Seronok sangat. Tapi kan macam apa je. Tudung saya bercahaya dalam tu, sebab warna dia terang sangat. Spoil. Selalu mati. But hey, I have fun though. Running all over the place. Bajet jadi penembak pro wakaka. Dorang macam duduk kat situ je. Lain orang lain kan~ Kitorang main dengan budak kuliah saya. Panjang ceritanya. I make it short, dua orang masuk pihak kitorang. Lawan jiran kitorang ekeke.

Lepas tu, kitorang hantar Yana dengan athirah kat klang sentral. Got lost sekejap sebab driver tak pernah pergi ke situ. Almaklumlah rumah dekat je. Naik kereta je balik. Peluk cium and say goodbye. Sebak kut. Balik tu dorang sume balik. Sorang-sorang. Maz, allysha, azraa. 

happy birthday semua!

Malam tu pulak kelas saya buat farewell party so kitorang makan kek. Ada krim lebih tu dorang main calit-calit kat muka orang haha. Ezzat buat saya marah so, saya ambil plastik tisu kfc, kumpul krim-krim yang tak dimakan, hah kau. setempek kat tangan dia haha. Dia try kejar but hey, impossible! Then, dia cakap dia nak merajuk. Saya pun datanglah kat dia. Takut lah pulak. He's a nice guy so tak nak lah buat dia marah. then, dia amik pisau kek, amik krim kek. I was like, nooooo!! terkena lah beg baju tangan. Lagi banyak. Saya kejar dia balik. Then, as I said before, he's a nice guy. Dia cakap sori haha. coolblog on his sem 2 nanti. 

Habis tu saya balik. rumah kosong. Tinggal saya, nabilah dengan wani. Wani balik subuh esoknya. Saya dengan nabilah balik malamnya. Lepas solat maghrib. Akhirnya. At home!!

Panjang post hari ni. Glad you read it sampai habis. Thanks. Luv ya.

Wasalam.

EXAM!

Assalamualaikum

Okay, hari ni saya akan menyatakan bahawa minggu depan saya exam. hahahahahaha *flip table* Jadi ini jadual seram saya;

26.9 math 27.9 elc 30.9 phy 2.10 chm 3.10 ctu 7.10 bio 

Untuk masa terdekat ni, saya sedang ber'SPARTA' macam orang gila. Okay, tipu. Sampai mana mampu jelah. Nak jadi ceritanya, saya baru faham serba sedikit benda yang saya belajar selama ini wahaha. Ini adalah cerita sedih wahai semua. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya saya faham. Apa-apa jelah. Kepada kawan-kawan saya yang nun jauh dan lama tak jumpa, tolong doakan untuk saya okay. Rindu kalian semua. huhu. Btw, korang sentiasa ada dalam doa saya ihiks, kay gedik. Dan lagi satu, pelajar asasi tidak dibenarkan fail satu subjek pun. Kalau tak, pack your things. Pray for me, please.

Saya tak sabar nak cuti. Tak sabar nak balik. Tak sabar nak ada masa privasi saya. Tak sabar nak jumpa kawan lama. Jadi kerana itu, saya akan cuba sedaya upaya saya untuk menghabiskan exam ini dengan jayanya. Yosh!!

So that's it people. chow~
Wasalam

The next day

Assalamualaikum semua!! Saya nak bagitau yang bulan ni adalah bulan yang paling kena jaga segala perkara. Hmmm. Semua ni sebab si test 2 yang menyibuk dan dan juga exam *goosebump* Nak jadi ceritanya, pihak asasi sudah kemukakan seribu orang pelajar yang wajar ditendang keluar dari terus mengikuti program asasi ini. Sedih kan?? Saya rasa nak nangis je...isk..isk..srott..srott. okay *baling selipar* Apa-apa jelah. Kalau ada rezeki dapat terus kat asasi, kalau tak hmmm. Sekurang-kurangnya dah berusaha. Umi pun cakap "just try your best". I will umi, for you! :') 

Kemudian, saya sudah sepenuhnya melaksanakan segala kerja saya sebagai seorang budak asasi. Yeay! Tepuk sikit~ haha. I feel so alive! walaupun suka duka harus kuharungi macam nak gila tapi akhirnya, sampai juga gua ke episod akhir wahaha. Jutaan terima kasih juga kepada penaja saya bla bla bla. *flip meja* 

Lagi satu mengenai orang disekeliling saya. Saya tak pasti sama ada saya ni teruk atau orang lain teruk. Seolah-olah ada satu penghalang antara kami. Ada sorang tu sampai membuatkan saya terasa sangat amat dahsyat *hah kau* sampai saya rasa bimbang nak kawan dengan dia. Takut nafsu amarah menguasai diri dan kebaboom! ehehe. Sedangkan Rasulullah ada had kesabaran dia, apalagi saya. Saya minta maaf kalau memang salah saya, tapi tolong jangan buat saya buat macam apa yang mu buat. As if she'll read this thing. What ever. Terima kasih.

wasalam.

Anda boleh jatuhkan saya tapi saya akan bangkit lebih tinggi dan jatuhkan anda lagi dalam.

Plasma Membrane the movie

Assalamualaikum~

Orite. Hari ini my group buat video biology about Plasma Membrane. Tough day but it brings up good memory. hehe. Btw, selamat hari Merdeka!!

This is us

At first janji pukul 8 pagi. Haa, kau. Bangun pukul 8 setengah. Itupun sebab bear call. Izzah dah siap sempat balik rumah dia balik. Feel bad for her. Then, yang paling lambat waida. After the long wait, akhirnya, kami start ekspedisi kami dalam membikin video tersebut. I was the camerawoman muhehehe *flip table* Then buatlah video cam biasa semua. Tapi macam berterabur sikitlah. Harap dorang paham *sigh* Then, cam ada satu part tu kena guna makanan, so we decided to go to mc'd nearby. Wait and wait, satu habuk bas pun takde. Hujan pulak tu. So, naik teksi. Planning on having two trip sebab 8 orang, idoklah muat satu teksi tu. Then, satu trip dah pergi. Bear, izzah, dayah, fatin amira. Yang tertinggal ni tunggu teksi tu macam nak gila. Dahlah that time tersangatlah lapar. Long story short, kitorang pesan kat dorang je and tunggu kat surau laki fsk 1,5 wahaha. Masa tu, kitorang sort of having deep conversation. Another side of syazwan revealed. Then, aina and waida have the same thought about someone. We're having heart to heart talk wakaka. Then, dorang balik bagi makanan semua and believe me, that's the best moment ever :') Then sambung buat video. Habis tu, semua balik kepenatan mendaki tangga palam yang sangatlah mencabar ketahanan diri. 

So that's it uolls.

wasalam

our work has been eased by Allah today. Alhamdulillah. Video? Hope it comes out well. Amin

That very sad moment

Assalamualaikum,

it have been a hectic week recently. Phew. With all the projects and assignment until you dont even know where to start first. When you want to start doing it, you got a new-freshly-baked problem which is, what the fish is the questions given. Then, you were like wandering around and procrastinating. Tweeting and facebooking. Virtually talking with random people and then at the very last moment you cry...hmmmm. Believe me, I know this feeling very well.

At the same time need to catch up with subjects. Hmmmmmmmm. Thats all folks. 

Wasalam.

Ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu ini untuk menghadapi segala rintangan dalam kehidupannya sebagai seorang pelajar. Amin.

The summary

Assalamualaikum,

After this long long time, at last, I managed to open up my blogspot.com and have my own sweet quality time alone. *yeay!* So here some stories I wanted to tell you. Just a 'condensed' type of story *ba-dum-tass* You get he joke if you learn chemistry. What ever. MB dah habis test 1 and I was like very very massively happy, even if it doesn't last long...hmm. Then, my result, ehehehe, so-so kind of marks. And barely fail for biology subject. 1/2 marks only. I was like pasrah jelah. Then, my friend was so eager to find that half mark. Eventually, he found one. Yes he's a he; Muhammad Hazwan Asyraf. Proudly declare bout him hoho but well good guys always taken. Sorry uolls XD *flip table* Chemistry and mathematics make me realize that you need to study the scheme. Like way seriously, I-am-not-joking kind of seriously. Physics, Alhamdulillah, berkat ajaran sifu-boyfriend-kawan MB. And then, one of my best lecturer moved out to further studies in UK under UIA scholarship. May Allah ease everything for Miss Azaima. Big hugs and kisses for her. And then, I found a new crush. ihiks. Kbye. After that, some issues had happened about misunderstanding of crush-crush bagai *not me* but someone close to me. I dont know whose fault but yeah, that's why it is a misunderstanding. Nobody fault. And then, nothing much. Just a same old thing happen everyday. Being a superwoman every morning sebab lambat bangun haha, then belajar, tak paham, buat dek, menggelabah masa periksa, buat assignment, mencarut sebab tak boleh bukak adobe reader cam sakai, and then have my own beauty sleep muhahaha. That's all. Seems to be long enough.

Wasalam

Wish me luck for my upcoming test 2. And really hope it will be nice to me. Amin

Finding my way back

*Warning content: This post will be more to emo than my usual kind of post*

Assalamualaikum,

Pejam celik pejam celik, syawal is arriving while ramadan is leaving us, soon. Rasa sedih sebab this year Ramadan MB tak productive langsung. Everything tungang terbalik u know. This few weeks, I felt everything I did is just so wrong. I dont even know what's wrong. Bad thing happened to me, like a lot. Mungkin ini tandanya MB jauh dari Allah :'< Astaghfirullah. Tahun ni ramadan first yang tak cukup solat terawih, tak boleh bangun qiam, terlajak subuh. I hate this feeling. Feeling tak sedap setiap kali duduk sorang-sorang. Rasa macam nak gila pun ada. Ini serious talk punya. I just dont have the mood nak buat apa-apa. Test punya pasal tidur pukul 3. Lab report, assignment, dan seangkatan dengannya. Ended up, I feel like I hate the whole asasi thing. Frankly speaking I'm stressed up. Do you know that moment you have to find Hidayah, and yet you failed. That's close to what I feel.

I hope I can settle things down and return myself to Allah. Secepat yang mungkin. Amin

Test 1

Assalamualaikum,

I want to make a short story for today. I'm going to have physics and math test in 24th july while bio and chm in 31st july. wish me luck everyone. Really need it like seriously. I'm scared because I felt as if I wasnt learning anything. Tak paham satu hal, tak tahu apa yang tak paham satu lagi hal. Apa kebendanyo eh? For this weekends, I just hope that MB sempat mendapat hidayah untuk menjawab segala ketidakpahaman. amin. Then, alang-alang di bulan puasa ni, MB nak tingkatkan segala segi tidak baik diri MB kepada baik insyaAllah. Nak latih balik diri setelah 11 bulan dilatih syaitan. Pray for me. Then, MB jumpa some guy yang cute, but then I rethink, hishh zina hati. So, I'm trying to get rid of this. INI SEMUA POYO. haha Other than that, not much to say. Just, MB rindu my family. Jumpa raya nanti insyaAllah. Miss you guys so much xoxo.
Wasalam.

Semoga MB dapat bertahan dengan segala dugaan yang menimpa.

Save my imaan

Assalamualaikum,

okay everybody, the next and the other next week, I'll be having my test 1 *I'm doomed* Kay, keep calm keep calm. I will just try my best for it. Semoga Allah menerima usaha MB sebagai satu ibadah. Amin. Then, MB rasa macam bersalah sangat. I felt like something went wrong. I lost something. hmm. I think that's because I'm very very lalai dan leka sekarang. Sibuk sangat dengan asasi punya kerja and neglect my own responsibility as a muslimah. Astaghfirullah. I started to hate people for no reason *kay tipu* I easily annoyed by people around me now. Walaupun tak cakap, but my expression probably says it all. Rasa macam ada satu label cakap Aku tak suka kau. I dont blame them if they pissed me off or something, *mungkin sikit* but yeah, that's how I need to build up my patience. I'm so sorry if I kept a distance from you or anything. Other than that, I started to accept the fact zina hati is not a big deal. Woah there! I really need a time out! Btw, thanks ainaa for your advice. It really hit the bull's eye. I think that it's time for me to strengthen my imaan. Alang-alang bulan ramadan karim sudah mai, menyebarkan nikmat-nikmat beribadah, MB akan melakukan yang terbaik and beristiqamah. InsyaAllah. Pray for me! Lagi-lagi for my sahabat, long-distance family. Du'a from a sahabat for their sahabat without him or her knowing about it, adalah du'a yang makbul. InsyaAllah juga, I'll pray for you from here :)

May this ramadan change me better than I am before. Amin

The third week -.-

Assalamualaikum,
hola semua...sekarang sudah masuknya bulan ramadan. Marhaban ya Ramadan :D Sekrang ni MB masih tak rse lagi auranya. Maybe dah nak minggu kedua ketiga tu baru rasa *eh?* btw, it has been about three month I didn't go back home. Last week, I have activity for usahawan muda and you know, it's all about keshing keshing xD, and for today, the day that I'm actually planning on going back yet, I'm still here in PALAM. Why? Abuya cakap jangan balik malam malam sangat and bas tak smpi lagi masa 6.30 ptg tadi. So I decided to walk away and leave the bus stop and head home *to my home in PALAM* isk isk. Dahlah hujan, but cam renyai-renyai jelah. I was like walking like a boss dalam hujan-hujan tu. tak tahan betul bila pikiaq balik. Abuya called and ask me whether I want to go home coz abuya can fetch me after 8. But then I thought that membazir gila minyak datang sini. So, MB ignore jelah perasaan nak balik tu. Maybe there's hikmah behind all this *still searching* hmm. MB cakap nanti ahad umi abuya datang so, takpelah. At least, I can see them *akhirnya* Homesick tetiba. Kepada sesiapa yang balik, semoga anda berbahagia selalu dirumah. For those yang tak balik sebab jauh mungkin...sabar eh. Setiap orang rezeki lain-lain. Dan balik ke rumah bukan rezeki kita lagi isk isk *shaddap MB*

Whatever happens, keep calm and pray! Semoga keberkatan ramadan dapat digunakan semaksima mungkin. Tingkatkan amal dan beristiqamah melakukannya.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah quiz, test yang bakal kami hadapi. Berilah kami petunjuk dikala kami menemui jalan buntu. Kuatkanlah ingatan kami untuk kami belajar ilmu-ilmuMu. Amin

Turning point

Assalamualaikum,

For the time being, I'm actually facing what you call my turning point. Where I felt insecure and sad and lonely and etc. I don't know why but somehow it's because my mind isn't thinking about Allah. Astaghfirullah.   Sejak bila ni? Hmm. Entahlah. And btw, I want to tell you that I'm taking myself back. The old me. MB sedar yang semua anggap MB lemah just based on how I talk. Memang tak ah. You're so messing with the wrong person dudets. I'm typing all of this angrily FYI *flip meja* I don't want to talk about it. I'm afraid that I might blow off by the time my mouth started to speak, the inconvenient words flow like air kumbahan. Jadi, I'll stay shut and let the actions speak for me. Hmm. One more things, I'll take our Phrophet Muhammad as a role model. He faced everything and worse yet, he can put a smile on his face. He is among the happiest person in the world *like yeah!* Tetiba sedih sebab tak berkesempatan untuk bertemu baginda. Ya Allah, sedihnya. Allahumma solli Ala Saiyidina Muhammad! Thanks gak kat umi sebab call untuk mendengar cerita sedih MB *I'm missing you* And also, Bro Aiman Azlan, for giving me inspiration and mood enhancer. What the ayat? Kay, whatever. Someday, I'll be someone like him, insyaAllah. For the time being, I'll just go with the flow, yeah!

Ya Allah, lancarkanlah kata-kataku untuk menegakkan yang hak dan batil. Kau kuatkanlah iman aku supaya aku sentiasa mengingatimu. Amin.

A8 unite!

Assalamualaikum,

Hello eberibadi...kay sume kay, MB patutnya kena buat keje sekarang but then yeah, i'm procrastinating lalala. Tepu otak maybe *alasan. Apa-apa pun, MB nak cerita pasal classmates MB. Budak-budak awesome sekalian.

Konklusinya, mereka sume memang happening. Serius. Guys not just a geek-nerdy kind of person and girls pun huha huha gak. Minggu first dah macam boleh ngam. Memang bersyukur sangat sebab everyone can cooperate with each other, but then, seems to be kitorang ni macam katak bawah tempurung. Kalau ke kuliah sume duduk se-group macam gedebak hah A8, tapi adalah yang macam gerak sendiri gak. Deja-vu imityaz :') isk isk. Class rep and penolong pun hebat-hebat belaka. Organization kitorang pun mantap *kut. InSyaAllah, kami akan cuba untuk berjaya bersama-sama. Ganbatte semua!! 

May Allah bless our ukhuwah and grant us 4 flat. Amin.

Kepoyoan berlaku!

Assalamualaikum,
Apa  khabar semua? Baik? Alhamdulillah. hehe acah jadi budak baik :> MB nak announce that I'll be having a hubby next week, datang tau. MB bajet semua hadir ni INI SUME POYO!! MB sebenarnya rasa kecewa ni. Sebab apa? Nilah MB nak cerita. MB ada kawan yang kat PALAM ni. Almost every group yang memerlukan group, MB dengan dia. Ended up, MB nampak belang dia. Then, nak cerita yang actually, MB cakap kita awak kat sini. I was like, so proud of myself muhaha. But for guys still aku kau. One more thing, one word for my group class is awesome. Dari segi apa, I let you guys guess sendiri. hehe. MB pun ada tangkap-tangkap gambar disini....so here they are.

I just wish we can give and take each of our hand and achieve success together. Best of luck A8!!!

Where's Manners?

Assalamualaikum!!!

I just wanted to say that, i'm adapting my whole mind into PALAM. eh? Nak cakap macam mana eh bagi senang. Camnilah, anggap je MB sedang belajar untuk berdikari in the place where selfish people live and nobody cares about you much. You're on your own. K goose bump...krik krik. Tahu tak betapa selfish nya semua orang *sila masuk ke alam uni untuk keterangan lanjut* and and I'm sort of having that kind of character. Nauzubillah. Selagi I can help I help lah, but then ada pulak yang macam grr tak kenang budi and sort of main blah lepas orang dh tolong. Kay...nasib baik I do for the sake of myself and my amal...btw adalah reminders yang bertauliah tu tolong ajarkan about some manners that looks small but woah, the effect I tell you, boleh hilang marah penat orang tu. Suka bila dengar benda alah begitu haha. However! I think that we all, all human being are LACK of manners, keluarga dia le tu. So before uolls kawin sila cari cara nak buat keluarga, bukan pikir pasal kawin je~ Ingat senang ke nak kawin?? K shaddap. topik melalut. So tu je kut maybe...oh yeah one more thing; please and pretty please lemon lemon jangan judge a book by it's cover *applicable to human* You know what, sekarang in my situation, baru nak kenal lecturer and staff sume. Nampak garang marah-marah and all that. Sombong rasa macam tak membantu langsung, baik tak payah jadi lecturer. MB dengar orang cakap and sort of cam " lecturer tu etc..." MB punya mood dah gila because that particular lecturer is my lecturer. It turned out, okey je. Lawak lagi. And ada satu tu MB rasa MB yang salah sebab satu lecturer laki ni cam tah pape je. Bila dah 2 weeks belajar dengan dia, he turned out to be someone else yang baik and I feel the joy *ececeh ayat* Nampak tak dah buruk sangka. Lepas ni, insyaAllah, MB nak bagi hadiah hari guru kut kat mereka. Sebagai tanda appreciate seorang budak asasi muhahaha.

Kat PALAM, budak Asasi seems to be so rude and sometimes terasa sebab MB budak asasi, but then it become a lesson to be learn. Be happy!!

wasalam.

brain workout.

Assalamualaikum,

First week MB dah settle. Sekarang dah second week yeay! tapi kan...actually ia dikira sebagai first week sebab baru ada kumpulan belajar and etc bagai minggu ni.  So minggu ni MB tak balik sebab ada kelas physics pada hari sabtu ni and ahad tu kena buat kad matriks. So kena ready! muhahaha. Itulah aset kami sepanjang session asasi ini. Koku punya stail plak, kitorang kena kumpul kupon aktiviti and it was like an adventure tau kumpul-kumpul benda alah ni. Sebab depends kat kitorang nak join aktiviti yang disediakan. Hahahaha eksited sikit. At least kena ada lapan kupon tu...tengoklah. Kalau boleh nak lapan-lapan semester satu ni, tapi apa salahnya lebih-lebih *kening-kening* In fact, bolehlah I sertai ceramah or etc and get kupon too. InsyaAllah. You can do it Ainul!! And and MB masuk kelas usahawan muda FYI.  Tapi, nampaknya macam tak jalan jauh je kerana the pengerusi was like okay and babai *baling selipar* well, itu first impression jelah. Apo kono eh pandang slack samo ore lain ni? Gapo dio? Hah! nampak dok kita kecek ganu campur kelantang sikit. Nak promote yang housemate MB ada budak Ganu and satu semi kelantang-ganu *flip tudung* K shaddap. Belajar pulak emmm...it's a bit complicated because our tutors seem to be not so attracted to teach us. Sume tak masuk. Group lain was like "korang dah buat benda ni?" and "Lecturer tu baik gila" and we were like "what the fish have we missed this whole time?". Okay okay...stay calm. Minggu depan prepare to be startled with those works and homework or assignment and things that make your brains workout! hiyargh! Tapi, at least kuliah ada hmm. Sambil tu, MB selitkan doa untuk my family yang kat rumah, yang sudah menjadi kerinduan *sniff sniff* Semoga umi and abuya sihat-sihat belaka..amin.

Everyday I'll climb a 178+ stairs also known as the famous tangga menuju puncak...the worse pain ever. Wish me best of luck!!

another day in PALAM

"With the word bismillah...I've opened a new day. Woke up in the morning and feel the morning breeze outside my window. Who would have known this place is wickedly cold during the subuh. I thought I was in overseas. MasyaAllah. I can see the stars and it made me feel wonderful just by looking at it. SubhanAllah."

Cewah~ ayat diatas *baling selipar. Dah dah. Actually memang betul happen just macam entah apa-apa ayat  diubah dan diolah jadi macam tu -.- zzzz. Okey, nak cakap...I'm feeling better. Mungkin. Sebab belum jumpa masalah baru yang lebih dahsyat mungkin. Hahahahaha. So I laugh sebanyak mungkin. Maybe mampu menjadi remedy sementara ni. Sady. Masalah masih ada, tapi hati tenang sikit tak macam sebelum-sebelum ni. Haih. Homesick emm no comment. Kadang-kadang benda tu cam datang sendiri. So air mata pun keluarlah setiap kali ia berlaku. Why you so berat, tears?? Nak keluar je tau. And and...MB agak sedih sebab kawan MB tu ada minta jadi cikgu, nama dia fatihah...so lepas ni kawan I zero :'( *Flip meja* Ada je tapi yang ngam ni susah sikit nak jumpo. I just wish I can find one. I wish really really hard. Tapi tak tahu dia dapat ke tak. Just wish the best for her and myself. Well, hanya Allah tahu yang terbaik untuk kita, and that's all we get from Him.

Looking forward for tomorrow and try to solve another problem. Yosh!!! *mood takut sikit*

Problems~

Assalamualaikum,

Salam ukhuwah earthlings!! It's been a hard day today. Okay, shaddap! MB tak nak cakap banyak sebab nanti sedih sorang-sorang sebab pikir. Beratkan kepala hotak. What happened happens. Just nak bagitau, I've been facing adventure *baling kerusi* Banyak masalah. First, I cried, badly, dalam bilik air sorang-sorang. Tak mahu orang tanya banyak. Then, I stood up and said to myself. "I live for Allah And die for Him" Why the fish should I think about the whole drama queen of duniawi. So, I write a memo to note myself. Yang sentiasa alpa dan terlupa. This is the time where I faced the new world. The world of adult ececece. Face and solve the problem myself!! Problem pun akan diisytiharkan problem if and only if we said so. Tepuk dada tanya iman. InsyaAllah. Ainul, you can do it!!!

Yosh!! Tangga kematangan sedang kudaki. InsyaAllah, baik dibalas baik!

Asasi Sains Uitm Puncak Alam

Assalamualaikum,

Okay semua!! Saya telah menjadi seorang pelajar asasi, officially!! Dekat Uitm Puncak Alam, also known as PALAM. yeay! K tak payah nak bujet happy sangat ah. Well, biasa kan, tinggal family sekejap then homesick bla bla bla etc bagai. So memula masuk cam serius tak best langsung. Tapi memang Allah permudahkan urusan. Alhamdulillah. Dipertemukan dengan kawan-kawan yang baik, tempat dia pun superb serba lengkap. Apa je takde. Tempat ni macam apartment, 4 rooms. 1 room for two asasians. Bilik air lengkap; 1 shower + tandas, 1 shower and 1 tandas seperately. Hmm, perfect sangatlah bagi MB muhahaha. Tapi, adalah jugak, budak-budak tak bersyukur ni nak mintak bilik sorang lah, panas lah. Please, kill yourself -.- K tak baik. Kita amik iktibar je ya semua. Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Kalau tak pergilah kat universiti swasta sana. Astaghfirullah hal'azim. Ini lah kebaikan kita berpada-pada dalam hidup. At least, takdelah cewewet seperti berikut. K dahlah cerita pasal diorang. So esok ura-ura cakap dah start kelas. Tapi macam ada confusion di situ. Kitorang tak tahu keberadaan kelas tersebut. So...how meh? Bismillahi tawakkaltu alallah. Itu je yang mampu. Tahu jadual tapi tak tahu lokasi. Haih...btw nak cakap, MB sayang parents and keluarga MB!!! Kbai.

May Allah ease my program in uitm Puncak Alam ni. Amin.

The answer is no!

Assalamualaikum

MB nak cerita satu sad story ni huhu...kan masa tu MB mintak jpa, then...baru ni dia keluar keputusan. MB tak dapat. Sorry umi abuya for not giving what you wanted...Dari dulu umi nak, tapi well, takde rezeki. I've heard that budak pandai kat sekolah 18 dulu pun tak dapat, ini lagi MB. Aiyoo! Tapi sebab ramai tak dapat, MB rasa tenang sikit muhahaha. Sorry -.- Tapi frust sebab MARA ramai dapat and and diorang cam zzz. Adalah jugak I'm happy for them, ada yang MB rasa serius dia dapat?! Astaghfirullahal'azim. Tu namanya pandang rendah kat orang. Maaf maaf. Ni sebab stress tak dapat. Hmph. Actually, MB rasa nak nagis tau time bukak tu. Rasa Ya Allah. Memang sedihnya masyaAllah. Sebab everyone cam dapat MARA, then MB tak dapat. Then, I realize. Maybe it's the best for me. For my imaan. Hmmm. Kalau MB sedih je, MB tulis kat buku MB segala kata-kata semangat. Orang tak nampak keajaibannya, but I do, so let me do my own way. Memang MB kena straight pikir positif je sebab takut tak redha. For your info, Allah knows what's best for us. Note that dear self. So that's it. Sorry sape yang order postcard obersis tu. Hantar dari malaysia jelah nampaknya~ Tapi yang memang dapat pergi tu, silalah buat favor ini untuk budak yang tak dapat peluang seperti anda lulz. Itu je. wasalam.

Walaupun menimba ilmu dari Malaysia je but note this, rezeki Allah yang tentukan! Success is mine, insyaAllah!

cedih

Assalamualaikum,

Okay semua!! time is ticking and for some persons, they have found their doom~ ahaha You know, actually batch 95 starting to go further studies. hurmm. Budak matriks, budak pergi jordan. That make me left alone in this internet world -.- Facebook dah bersarang. TL twitter dah jadi lembab. Haih. Exaggerations detected *tutup muka haha. Mood sedih ni sebab sume dah pergi. Takde sape layan MB dah...sady. The world of a forever alone girl agaga. enaf lah! So cuma nak cakap best of luck semua. Behave kat mana-mana tempat anda belajar. Biar kita bagi impression yang baik untuk diri sendiri. Cari kawan-kawan yang baik. Buat baik dengan lecturer, cikgu or what ever yang ajar and bagi markah kat uolls. Mana tahu markah bonus *kening kening~ Apa-apa jelah. Korang sume dah mumaiz kan? so buat jelah apa benda baik. Bagi korang and orang lain. a short post for today. Lenkali jumpa lagi. InsyaAllah!

May Allah ease everything that we do. amin.

Move forward and only look back for love ones

Assalamualaikum,

The time has arrived guys. The moment we're starting to pack our things to move out from our comfortable houses. It's when you're need to start going to another level of studies...A dilemma starts but you never have any option actually. You just need to go. Leave everything to create a maturity inside and better future. Note to self. Okay, semua! Dah sampai masanya!!! Semua dah bersiap siaga dalam segi barang-barang. Shopping, kan? *kening-kening. Walaupun actually dalam hati penuh dengan gundah gulana dan resah gelisah. I'm actually didn't felt it yet, because I got uitm puncak alam aka PALAM. Do visit me there! :* So dekat jelah dengan umi and abuya, and myow-chan muhehehe. Tetiba rasa kesian kat umi, rumah semakin kosong -.- So sekarang, I was like, umi suruh buat apa-apa pun, walaupun macam malas tapi buat jelah~ MB anak yang baik :> and actually kadang-kadang tu cam memberontak gak ehehe, sorry umi and abuya. And and, ada gak kawan MB yang dapat biasiswa. In sya Allah, fly selepas belajar bahasa and so on. Post-card and setem jangan lupa!! XD ada gak yang dapat then tak pergi, haih -.- Well, mungkin itu yang terbaik. Semoga Allah kurniakan kita kawan-kawan yang baik dan persekitaran yang baik untuk membentuk kita menjadi yang lebih baik dari semalam. In sya Allah :D

May Allah ease everything and gives us barakah and hidayah taufiq, aamiin.

So, it's begin

Assalamualaikum!

well, hello there. How have you been this few days? Kay shaddap MB shaddap. MB just nak inform yang MB nak pergi kem muhehehe dalam banyak-banyak hari duduk kat rumah, dah tang-tang nak sambung belajar balik, boleh plak buat aktiviti. Ni namanya ketidaksiuman *flip table. Well, apa boleh buat, tang-tang tu aktiviti baru sampai and masa dia agak strategik, agaklah. Transport pun ada. Apa lagi, gerak ah. Dan sekarang pulak MB nak jatuh sakit. You know, the moment your nose started to feel macam kena sengat dari dalam and your body starting to get hotter and hotter (physically) then bila bukak aircond, sejuk dia sampai ke tulang. Ni mungkin sebab Kak ecah tengah demam, then dia batuk betul-betul kena MB aiyoo. Masa tu konon-kononnya nak gedik-gedik main dengan dia, nah sekali uhuk straight ke muka. Padan muka hang. Dahlah nak pergi kem. Haih. Tak pasal-pasal orang label kita lemah. Masa pengawas dulu pun tang mana MB boleh sakit. MB rasa masa pengetua datang tu, pergh panas gila time tu and tak cukup air. Masa balik pula panas kat hati, if you know what I mean -.- Pape jelah, what's done is done. So, apa yang akan datang, please, be nice to me :D

Nanti kat matriks or asasi, kena ada banyak baju kurung ah. Takkan nak pergi kelas pakai t-shirt kut. So, may Allah ease everything :D

Demokrasi?

Allah knows what's best for us :') Okay as you all aware, or maybe not, BN menang. Some people say that they cheated. Masa counting undi tu, PR mendahului. Then, jumpa peti yang di'sorokkan' kay -.- and sebelum tu ada blackout pulak halamak. In the middle of something important like our future *baling batu. Then miracle happen where BN wins. Kay. Tak rasa awkward disitu. Rasa nak ergh. Memang membawa seribu satu fitnah lah. Cuba kalau nothing happen, and undi dikira tanpa sebarang masalah of course para penyokong pembangkang ni redha and teruskan hidup macam biasa. Geram ah sebab soalan macam tak terjawab kat situ. Keputusan is very doubtful kay...Well, enough is enough. Kebenaran akan terungkai satu hari nanti In sya Allah. Maybe this is good for us :')

 For the record, 5 more years later, I'll do my duty as a "pengundi". May Allah ease everything. smile.

Live a healthy life.

Assalamualaikum!!

Topik kita hari ini jeng jeng jeng hidup sihat! Actually, the story behind this topic is about one of my family member. It pissed me off grr. Sorry, that word seems to be a bit harsh. Kay kay, annoying. Cakap nak kurus, nak badan fit like that, tapi makanan sihat tolak tepi, makan tengah malam and etc. Exercise punyalah gila tapi marah bila penimbang tak mengikut kehendak diri -.- *baling selipar. Memeyh ah rasa nak pulas-pulas telinga dia. Tak nak dengar cakap. Bila sakit-sakit badan dah tak boleh buat kerja. Tak pasal-pasal MB kena buatkan haih. Please ah jaga lah badan tu. Makan makanan sihat. Ikan, sayur etc. Ni tak, semua tolak tepi. Nak makan ayam, pizza, kfc. Memang rasa nak baling selipar ah grr. Dengarlah pakar kesihatan ni lulz XD just hope for the best -.- Amatur lagi sebab bertauliahkan internet semata-mata. muhahaha

I'm saying this for your own sake. Kurus tak semestinya sihat. Gemuk tak semestinya sakit. Mentaliti please ah ubah. Makan sihat hidup hebat...boo slogan XD

Give non-muslim a better expression on Islam. Healthy muslim can work better than the sick one. So, take action and do better :D

use your power to change for better

Assalamualaikum,

today nak bagitau esok PRU13. Weee. Ini kali lah! Tapi sebenarnya nak cakap sedikit dekat sesape yang baca blog MB, please, for human sake as a muslim, don't just trust what you see! Before you act, think. Before you judge, find the truth. That's the hardest thing human need to do, yeah I know. I'm a human, duh~ There's rumours saying this and that but unfortunately, it's just one-sided talk. Cuba tengok TV3 paling dekat ah. Pernah tak korang rasa diorang cakap pembangkang baik? Pernah tak dorang puji mungkin sekecil-kecil perkara? Yang dorang tau kutuk je. Perasan tak? Dorang putarbelitkan fakta macam pembangkang is no-good-at-all leader. You can googled it. It's there all the time. Facts is on your own fingertip. Use lah benda tu halamak. okay okay bukan sebab MB nak suruh korang sokong that particular parti, but the thing is, truth must be revealed, and nothing's worth more than honesty. 

No ones's perfect, and it there's only one person, our prophet SAW. There's no other people who can do so. What ever matters, perspectives is always different. Tapi jangan sebab perkara-perkara yang one-side cakap tipu kita, kepercayaan kita hilang. So, keep calm and ini kalilah.

Just hope for the best leader for our country! jangan sampai ukhuwah kita terputus dek kerana perbezaan pendapat. different opinion is good when both side can contribute together. Smile :D

Kucing

Assalamualaikum,

Myow ada sakit ulser kat mulut dia. Doktor cakap takde harapan nak baik sob sob...sebab myow punya kidney kecik sejak lahir. Dia tak mampu nak tampung badan dia sendiri lah sekarang maksudnya. Dia pun dah tua. So in result, air liur berbau and waktu tidur, dia keluar air liur.

Nak ceritanya, tadi MB ada tengok kat luar, Myow-chan tidur kat atas tembok. MB tengok je dia. Comel :3 Kemudian, ada jiran MB ni. Tapi tak dikira jiran sangat ah sebab dia student UITM, maksudnya bukan permanent resident rumah tu. Nak jadi ceritanya, dia nampak myow. Then, dia nak usap. Tetiba myow pandang dia. Mungkin air liur myow terkeluar. Then dia macam disgusted sebab the saliva thing. Masa tu MB sebak. Mungkin sebab myow kucing MB and orang geli dengan dia. Sedih dia...entahlah. rasa kesian kat myow. Kalau saya tak jaga dia, macam manalah dia sekarang...kay sedih terbayang dia tak terurus :'(

Mungkin juga MB sebak sebab kalau kita dah tua nanti, mungkin...kita jadi macam tu. Semua orang geli and jelik dengan kita. Nauzubillah. Sedih ah...okay enough with the sad mood. MB tanya abang, kalau abang jumpa kucing lain cam myow, tua and ber-air-liur everything, abang geli tak? Abang jawab as long as dia takde kurap, okey je...Kadang-kadang tu nampak dia lapkan air liur myow. He's actually a sweet guy. Shaddap. If he sees this, he'll be .... whatever. end of story -.-

"Pada setiap yang mempunyai hati yang basah (haiwan) terdapat pahala (dalam berbuat baik kepadanya)." 

riwayat Bukhari, Ahmad dan Ibnu Majah

I hate those people yang jaga binatang then waktu dia dah tua, main buang macam kain buruk!! You shouldn't take it the first place and now it's relying to you...pity that cat.

Ahlan wasahlan mei!!!

Assalamualaikum,

semua orang!! Sekarang dah masuk mei!! Bulan yang paling sibuk dalam dunia. Masa tu lah nak cuti. masa nak dapat keputusan semua. Haih geram ah. Kacau birthday MB. Nak announce my birthday is this 18th May. Yeay! Alhamdulillah dapat bernyawa sampai sekarang. ayat awkward. Tapi, I really do grateful for everything I have. Until now, my families, friends and also my stuffs xoxo semua! *baling something!

MB terima segala jenis hadiah yang mampu digunakan sampai rosak..walaupun rosak, MB takkan buang lulz. It will be safely kept in my treasure box hehe. MB nak cakap yang treasure box tu penuh dengan sampah sarap, tapi sebab ada memori kat situ, tak sampai hati nak buang. Kay pape jelah. emm emm awkward krik krik.

I hope this birthday will be awesome and full of nice and good things, weather it's physically or mentally judged.

Matrikulasi

Assalamualaikum,

Howloo evrybody~ miss me? Say it out loud and no need to mumble it. Stahp MB! -.- okay okay. nak cakap sedikit di sini. I'm announcing I've got tawaran matriks di Johor. Yeay! MB rasa okey je sebab pernah pergi situ. Kak sue dapat situ dulu. and tempat tu dikira okeylah gak. So-so. FYI too, my family abk ramai yang dapat kat Johor. Lagi sekali, yeay! Actually, budak 18 ramai gak dapat situ. Hmm, tetiba...rasa tak nak plak pergi situ. I mean, rasa macam tak dapat pengalaman baru gitulah. Dapat kawan baru. Shaddap MB. Cakap jelah suka *tutup muka. Mungkin budak 18 adalah kawan yang terbaik untuk MB, betui dok? And for someone info, crush dia pun dapat kat sana. Untunglah. Semoga korang ada jodoh XD.

Actually I was expecting to take action after result UPU dah keluar. But then fikir balik, kang terlupa, expired date dah sampai ke, so I decided to accept tawaran matriks tu. Tak tahu lagi pergi ke tak. Aliya, my best freng forebe tu pun ajak pergi matriks. Boleh jadi BFF kat sana. One more time yeay! Laici, bdk plkn ni hmm dia tak tahu dapat kat mana. Nak check kang, dah mengganggu privasi. Ntah ntah tuan punya badan pun tak tengok lagi. Rindu plak kat dia :') kat aliya, kat heroine, kat insyi, kat ainaa, kat aten, kat dekat...dekat...okay stop nak nangis. Enough with the tears, gal!

BTW, MB ada masuk aktiviti lepasan SPM kut. Indoor campur outdoor. Macam best je. So MB dengan ainaa ada daftar. Kalau MB takde buat apa-apa kat FB and twitter pada 10-12 mei tu maksudnya pergi kem la tu. Akhirnya, aktiviti!!!

MB harap yang kita-kita semua dapat pilih tempat yang terbaik untuk sambung belajar.

Beautiful

Assalamualaikum,

hey hey uolls, for all muslimah outside there! No matter how people judge your cloth, your tudung, your style, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Believe me, I've found some of them, a group of females, mocking the way I look. The length of my tudung especially. I was offended that time. Feeling like I'm not doing the right thing. Every time they saw me, dorang panggil MB 'ustazah'. MB rasa macam apa salah MB. Then, MB sedar yang apa yang MB buat betul. Bukan buat dosa pun. Last-last, MB bagitau "apa salahnya pakai macam ni? Habis ko punya tak cukup kain?" Dorang terus senyap. Masa tu marah punya pasal, terhambur segala keayuan diri *baling selipar.

MB salah sebab marah dorang. MB sepatutnya cakap kat dorang, make things clear between us. Mungkin dorang betul-betul tak tahu apa yang betul. But there's sometime where we can lost in the middle of the conversation like I did. MB sangatlah menyesal. Walaupun masa tu rasa best sebab dorang senyap, tu amatlah XD tapi sekarang MB tau, I used the wrong way.

Enough of this topic, hmm babai

Saya doakan muslimin muslimat faham mengenai Islam dan bukan sekadar pada kad pengenalan, mencari hidayah Taufiq Allah, in sya Allah. Yang terbaik untuk kita.

wasalam.

JPA interview

Assalamualaikum,

So so so, guess what apa ada hari ni? kay, korang nampak tajuk -.- So itulah topik hari ni xD kay kay. To the topic, tempatnya kat uitm lendu melaka. You know? the haunted2 gitu lah tempatnya macam orang cakap. Stahp with this naikkan bulu roma story.

Problem of the day, my dad demam. So, waktu pergi pun problem lah. Lambat sikit. I was suppose to be there by 8.30. Tapi sampai sana puku 9, atas sebab2 tertentu *flip meja. Dah sampai tu, daftar, terus suruh masuk dalam group. Hmm berlaku begitu pantas. This group of six person pun masuk dalam tempat interview tu. Kay. Kena speaking in english dalam tu. MB pun okay, boleh kut. Sekali kena bincang pasal 'how to enhance self belonging from the picture' *picture of agong . I was like, apa benda masalah ni!? Dahlah in english, kalau melayu pandai kantoi sikit kot. Otak masa tu blank. Nasib baik masa tu in group. puih. Barulah dapat sikit ura2 apa benda dia nak~ hmm kay. Waktu first2 tu kena sound sebab tak participate, padahal MB ada je cakap. Dah lepas~ lek lu.

Sesi kedua, kitorang ditanya pendapat tentang isu-isu semasa. Masa tu kena cakap BM and few english questions. Hmm masa tu boleh kut. All my answer kedengaran negatif. Apa2 jelah. Then sesi akhir tu, kena bincang pasal PATI berleluasa kat negara kita. masa tu memang superb merepek. Idk how I manage to do it. Tapi masa tu confident tu dah ada ah. And then, habislah sesi interview tu. and and thanks to heroine sebab ingat pasal MB punya interview, and she wish masa MB tengah kena interview tu kay -.-

Well, just best of luck to me and everyone yang amik interview gak! Ingat kalau rezeki, jatuh dari langit pun possible kay~ 

Wasalam