suu zhon

Nothing much happen for the past week. And so I thought it would be. But, it's actually there is. There's so many things happened. Or I might just freaking out for nothing. Whatever happens, I need to calm my mind well.

Okay, I think, I should be careful with my words. With my selection of words. Since I'll be the one who do the talking, especially to the one who's older than me. I'm being the representative now. I think I need to act fast. Haha. So easy to say ha.

For now, I think, it will go smoothly, but theres so many things Im lacking of. I cannot predict the future. Well, this isnt about superstitious assumption. This is what you call, our sixth sense, psychologically. Yes, we have the capability. Maybe because I dont have enough experience. I cannot predict the future. Should I just watch and learn. Or should I start to act dumbly. Nope, I need to start asking around. Since this is my prime time. This is my show time

I'm starting to build my self confidence little by little. You need to just push yourself a little further. Get out of your safe zone. We must remember that our safe zone gives us no problem as well as profit. So, get your ass out and get out from there. Before it's too late. Try talk whatever you think, whatever came across to your mind.

Well, all the best me.

p/s: oh I'm having my final this week, and will continue after raya. 

faith

Orang cakap tak pernah terjadi situasi seperti ini. Its either people think it’s funny to vote someone like this or they have faith on me

Well, nobody has born perfect. I have this kind of voice that doesn’t seem convincing. I want to share what I feel. But, somehow people think it’s a battle on who have the worst scenarios. And then, I realized. People are expecting me to understand them. People have faith on me. I don’t want to disappoint them, might as well, break their heart.

I hear what people’s opinion and on. Sometimes, I just wonder, how I hear their opinion while they’re not as perfect as they talked. They are just loud talker. But, because of what they have been facing all this time, I respect them for that. Anyway, this burden is on me. Not anyone else’s.

People should stop talking this and that, because, you don’t have the authority. Once you’re in my shoes. Only then, you can talk whatever you want.

I really want to thank my partner, for giving me advice and on. Also, to those who still support me. The one who gave me advices, encouragement, or even those nice words to say for making me feel better of myself. Anyhow, nothing comes in mistake. It’s either a lesson or nice memory.